Where's my hug ? :(

Aisyah i need your hug badly ...

                                  RichelleBoyfriend i need your hugs too ,

i need a hug to makes my day.

I'm just having the same old problem like before ? 

I just can't stand it.

Why just classmate don't stop their Nonsense in Class ? why just can't they be Mature ? 

Why just cant stop making fun of me ? Am i very funny all the time ? 

Ya you people are good in your studies  can get  almost top in class. Dose not means that you can look down on your classmate .. Just because you group of people making you yourself FOOLS around makes the whole class can't study today . Don't you think you guys are just LAME ? 

Now almost the whole class are listening to you dosen't mean all of them are very happy with it ,

without you people in class just make us LEARN MORE and HAPPY MORE .

Without you bullies are just awesome .

WHY JUST CAN'T ALL OF YOU STOP ? ._.

Just one more hurt i get i dunno what i will do .

See-ing those people shoulden't be with them are with them now , 

is that guy going to change also ? will he change to another him in a few months ?

Should i tell him ,through his not my very close friends but i wish to tell him just for his own good....

i cried for all little small things , 

because i been hurt so badly for almost 2 an half years ,

facing them everyday ,hurting me almost everyday .

Even when i didn't report it or report 

they still thinks its funny and they not change ,

after each problem they just think they will be fine .

So its like there's no ways to help at all ,

yeah ,

i'm not stronger enough , :(..

i maybe going to report it again ?

I am just going to break down ... 

I wish i be alright ,

but just not today.