hey guys ];
shall post about today.
Woke up around 9.20.
Brushed teeth and wash uo had milo and half of a cake .
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after that plurked then chatted with Jiani on plurk .
Hais .She cheered me up alittle calling me not to worry and it will be okay .
Thanks yeah jiani [;
(sorry if i spell wrong ur name or something .)
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Went bathe then charged phone then packed my back waited for my mum to bathe and make up and pack up ,the go pray .Went to OutramPark . then take 147 some where over the rainbow . but the dunno who not in so we went ABC Coffee Shop to eat lunch . Then headed to Chinatown for shopping cause its still early .
The shopped till 2 . Taked MRT back to ourtrampark .Headed to hospital 4 lvl to have a x-ray . Changed and going to the room for a x-ray then headed out in 2 mins time waited for 10 mins for the x-ray report to be out and mummy pit on the x-ray then i went for change . ];
she told me the bad news and i dun believed it . almost cried . and i dun believed and i pit it too .
i deicedto text richelle but i scared she not free .
Was waiting for my trun to go in to see the doctor ...
cried and i had cold and i am shivering and i dun dare to cry in front of the parents and children .
when its my turn ... i started crying when the doctor told mummy alot of things and saying need operation .
They saied alot of talk i started crying with my tries out .cried and cried and cried and cried .
Sorry i can't tell u the rest half ............
Then head home cried while walking walking walking .
i was thinking alot alot alot alot alot .
alot alot alot alot .
i scared i will die when the operation start and i can't wake up .
really scared ...
hais hais hais .
cried till home .
chilled and saw my phone laopo called i called back her .
she asked me .
(Thanks for caring me dear ! [; u rock )
hais waiting to tell richelle but she busy i think ..
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now i dun dare to cried infront of my ______
i think i got to go .
i have no mood to reply tags .
sorry guys .
Zhiting ...
Labels: I DUN WANT TO LIVE ANYMORE .
